Im so scared of this record im scared that its obsessive and i cant let go of the idea of not letting go i want to let it go but everything in my life is tethered the people i meet the things i say and do the places that i live are all responses to the question and the question always seems to be what are you doing and i dont know and im just screaming in the void i scream why does no one else seem to feel this ennui why does everyone else seem happier why cant i forgive myself why cant i be happy why cant i just make a normal song and be happy with it why am i obsessed with art why am i obsessed with my own sadness why am i obsessed with myself why am i obsessed
credits
released September 25, 2020
Thanks to
Ollie, obviously. Aurora, for always taking my screaming and taking the song in the exact opposite direction. Kaelin, for helping me parse this mess.
Gabby for the art over at Encore Graphics, and Joey for managing.
Tony, Stack, and Dash, my day-ones. My family: John and Thomas, my parents, and Catherine, who is probably the only one who’ll listen to it. Thanks!
This record is dedicated to everyone who’s ever had to attend WMCI.